aww, thank you. yeah, i don't know. i guess i don't actually want to die i just..want the bullshit to end? or to be noticed or whatever? if that even makes sense? haha but i'll definitely keep all this in mind. and i've had the thoughts for a while now, i just never wanted to tell anybody.. i was always kinda scared to/didn't know how?.. :/ but thank you very much, i appreciate it. :) <3